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Tuesday, March 5, 2013.

okay i believe it is what, 2 years since my last blog post? ever since Facebook came around i am pretty sure many people, including myself ditch blogging.

haix, here is the reason why i felt like blogging today after a long time:

I didn't do well for my psle, hence i went to SASS since it was affiliated to the junior school which i was from. I was the cream of the crop there, not to brag, but seriously. Maybe it was because the school's exam standard wasn't high, which allowed me to become of the top students.

Then when i entered jc, i got a shock that there were so many smart people around, its like they are on par, if not, better than me. One of the reasons i chose not to stay in tjc for jae but rather go back to sajc was because i thought it would be easier to top the school if i was in sajc instead of tjc. But i am glad i got posted to tjc for jae. I mean i worked so hard to get a good o level score but i couldn't get into the school i wanted because i didnt have higher chinese. TJC was really a good consolation, considering it was once a top 5, and maybe it still is, idk.

So being a big fish in a small pond (my sec sch), really sheltered me. Right now in university, i am still not used to obtaining anything below a A for my work. In fact, its making me feel insecure. I want a first class honours!!! Be it for myself or my family, i really want to do well. Even if my future job has nothing to do with my degree or my whatever class i get, i still want to get FIRST CLASS. I mean who doesn't want to, you work so hard to get into uni and now you are here of course you want to strive for the top.

Lord, please continue helping me.
Amen.

himbotic thoughts, studious Life
6:33 PM